This a sign of the roots of one’s abilities, talents and sheer potential. A decision to start afresh, opening to new possibilities within, not explored yet. The sudden impulse which comes out of the blue.
This is the willingness to risk, the courage to stand by oneself, independence, freedom, and following one’s own sense of idealism and inspiration.
The hero of your journey represents the irrational impulse toward change and the opening of one’s horizons into the unknown. These irrational impulses in this case may likely be destructive, possibly creative and certainly cusping sheer chaos for your sanity.
However and just the same, there is originality, audacity, a tendency to iconoclasm, a venturesome quest of higher truth.
There are no rules for this. The only escape is inspired frenzy and the blind leap into the abyss. For you already there. Yes a sudden inspiration may suddenly bring you back to pure sanity. Until then, get to know prudence and tread accordingly to the reverse of the fool.
Dark waves the pine upon the hill.Green hangs the lichen, cold and dank.Dark springs the heart-ease by the rill,Age-mosses clamber ever bright.Pale is the water-lily's bloom
.Thus Life still courts the shades of night,And beauty hovers o'er the tomb and loom.” - Unknown."